Brandy and Alex
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The gentle buzz coming from the amp filled the room where Brandy & Alex lay. The dirty green couch stunk of alcohol & puke from all the partygoers who had been there a couple of hours ago. A loud thumping noise started to fill the room. It was Brandy’s best friend & her boyfriend fucking in the next room. Alex began to laugh then put his arms around Brandy. The thumping stopped then there was just the buzz of the amp left hanging in the air.

The next morning brandy got woken up by a rather distort noise of her best friend vomiting in the corner of the room. Brandy turned away to see the site of her beloved Alex. Alex was awake he just smiled at her & said “morning Hun, How was you’re sleep?” Brandy smiled back & said “if you class listening to you’re best mate fucking in the next room all night as good, then it was bloody great!” He just laughed & then hugged her tightly. Fiona, Brandy’s best friend, let out a loud moaning noise then fell to the ground, her soft, wavy blonde hair landing in a puddle of puke. “Oh Jesus Christ Fiona, How much did you have to drink last night?” Brandy yelled across the room, Fiona just let out a grunt & then her boyfriend walked into the room. “Hey guy’s! What’s up?” he said in a happy cheerful way, while looking down at his girlfriend, a pile of crap, just lying there on the floor.

A few hours later Brandy was helping Fiona wash up after falling into ever single puddle of beer, puke or as a matter of fact urine that she had stumbled into this morning on her way up. Alex was cleaning bottles off the floor while talking to Tom, Fiona’s boyfriend, about music & other such topics. When Brandy & Fiona came back from freshening up, most of the house had been cleaned up. “Good job guys, that’s looking much better” Fiona managed to mumble out of her hung over lips.
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Skye
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I watch as he slowly pulls a knife out of the kitchen draw, he stops for a second, longingly gazing at the door, he then turns to me and says “Do you know what’s about to happen?”
I shake my head from side to side, confused about what he was on about.
“Any second now they’re going to come crashing through that door and try to kill us.” “W-w-what? Who?” I stuttered as I clambered up as fast as a rocket onto my feet. “The people I ripped off Skye.”
“Oh for fucks sakes Paul, Why couldn’t of you just given them what they wanted? You damn well knew they were apart of a gang. Jesus Christ, we need to get out of here now Paul.”
“I don’t think we can, they’re probably out there waiting.”
“What the fuck are we going to do then?”
“We’re going to have to fight them.”
“What!!? No we’re not!”
“We’ll have more of a chance of dying if we don’t.”
“Ugh for fucks sakes, I’m going to go sit on the roof for some fresh air.” I stormed over to the window and heaved it open.
“Skye I don’t think that’s a …” Paul stuttered, a gunshot finished the end of his sentence. I felt a bullet wiz past the left side of my head, I collapse to the floor in shock, I felt Paul run over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his long brown hair brushing against my skin.
“Its okay, I won’t let them hurt you.” His voice whispered gently in my ear.
Sobbing I quickly grabbed his pale white hand with mine.
“What are we going to do?” he looked at me with his bright blue eyes and said “I think I have an idea” he walked quickly over to the phone and started dialling a number. “You’re not ringing the cops are you?! If you did, they’d take you away!” “Skye, calm down please, I’m not calling the cops, that’d be silly.” He continued to dial a number. “Hey its Paul, is Emily there?” “Alright then” He was silent for a moment then he began to talk again. “ Hey Emily, its Paul, I need you to do something for me. There’s a bunch of people coming to kill me because I ripped them off. Alright, thank you.” He hung up. “What’s Emily going to do?” I asked, “You’ll see darling.” I flicked my long blond hair out of my face then wiped the tears from my dark brown eyes. I clambered to my feet then walked over to Paul, he was lighting a cigarette I wrapped my arms around his waste “I love you so much you know” “I know you do, I love you too, more than I have ever loved anyone else ever in this world” He then turned around and kissed me on the lips. Little did he know under all these baggie cloths I was 8 and a half months pregnant, I was due any moment.

“Paul”
“Yes, sweet”
“There’s something I have to tell you” I pause for awhile, too scared to open my mouth,
“I am pregnant” I lift up my tee shirt to expose my tiny pregnant belly, I was happy it wasn’t huge like most woman seam to be.
Paul’s face looks confused.
“Is it mine?” He asks in a scared tone.
“Yes, it has to be, you are the only person I have slept with in the last year or so”
His beautiful face lights up, his soft pink lips curve into a small smile.
“How far along are you?”
“Any day now”
“Boy or girl?”
“I didn’t want to know”
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“I was to scared to, I didn’t know what to do. I only told Shannon and my mother”
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Ideas for skye
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Skye likes drug dealer.
Skye becomes pregnant with drug dealers baby.
Drug dealer screws up a deal
People come after drug dealer
Drug dealer preposes to Skye
People find drug dealer in a old house
Skye and drug dealer hide in ceiling
The people who come after drug dealer kill Skye’s friend
Skye gives birth
Skye’s friends’ funeral
Police find out about drug dealers dealing
Drug dealer gets locked up
Skye attempts suicide
Skye is made to give her baby to somebody more fit to look after it.
Skye locks herself away for months and comes up with a plan to get her life back on track.
Skye gets a friend to help her
Skye manages to get custody of her child
Skye meets a new man
Skye and new guy begin to see each other
Drug dealer is let out
Skye goes to see drug dealer
Skye falls in love with him all over again
Skye leaves other guy
Skye and Drug dealer start off a new life
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Jane
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‘Yet another dark and gloomy day.’ Said Jane, as she sat in a room. This room was more then just a room; it was where Jane would go to bleed. She felt hated by the world. She felt like she was suffocating under all this pressure.
This room is the room where Jane died. It was during the time when Jews were killed, the time when Hitler ruled; this is the time that little Jewish Jane hung her self.

It’s now 2007. A young girl by the name of Tabbitha was skipping through a building singing along to her favourite song.

Tabbi was happy, in her ways, but she always felt like she was meant for more than this – like her life was about to take her on some journey or adventure.
She’d always seen herself as the heroine of a story, or a book, but never knew what for.
She pondered this thought for a second before crashing into a man and falling flat on her face “Why aren’t you watching where you’re going?” the man demanded very sternly “I-I-I’m sorry!” She stammered. He gave her cross look and stalked off.
She pulled herself to her feet & brushed the dirt and fluff off her black tee shirt.
This building is the same building where young Jane killed her self. The room that she was in was 3 corridors away from the very room that Jane had hung for hours & hours by her neck.
Tabbi started to skip off but just before she started to skip she could feel someone gently brush their hand on her long black hair she spun around to see her friends Jon & Ryan standing there.
“Hey Tabbi” Ryan said in a rather happy voice which followed by a mumble of “Hi Tabs” coming from Jon. “What’s wrong with him” tabbi asked Ryan. “His mother yelled at him again for eating all the chips again!” “Oh!” tabbi said trying not to laugh.
Ryan started digging through his pocket he pulled out a small container. Ryan looked around quickly making sure that no one was around “look what I got” he said to tabbi Tabbi looked into the container. “What do you need that of all things for I mean your only 13 for Pete’s sake” tabbi said to Ryan. “I’m saving it” “ saving it for what Ryan” “for when I feel like it or maybe possably when I find something to light it with” “well I don’t think that’s ever going to happen” & with out a noise tabbi snatched the small little box & put it in her pocket.
“Well shall we carry on then Jon” Ryan asked Jon mumbled back “yeah why not” so the pair started to walk off. As they started to walk off Ryan quickly grabbed Tabbi’s arm and dragged her along with them.
“Where are we off to” Tabbi asked as Ryan held on to her wrist “you’ll see” Ryan said as they walked through the old wooden door of the study & into the foyer.
They walked out the huge entrance doors & out into the courtyard where a whole lot of fellow students were chatting.
Walking through the swamp of teenagers they made there way to the old rusty front gates Jon pushed them & they made a very sharp loud noise.
Everyone looked at the 3 as they walked out the gate and down the street to the bus stop. ‘Why are we going on the bus” Tabbi asked, “we have a fare way to go yet tabbi” Jon said in a nice clear voice. “Wow that’s the first clear thing we’ve heard you say today!” Ryan said in a rather surprised voice. The bus came along they hoped on it and away they went.

The three of them piled off the bus & walked down the street to Ryan’s house.
When Ryan unlocked the door he saw that his sister had been home and made a mess of the place.
“Kylie” he yelled down the hall there was no reply. “Kylie” he yelled again down the other end of the house there was still no reply. Ryan walked past the bathroom door he could hear the shower running. Ryan walked into the lounge where he found Jon sitting on the couch eating potato chips & tabbi standing by the bench with a glass of water texting someone. “So is your sister home” tabbi asked while flipping her cell phone down “uh I think so the shower is running so I guess so.” “oh all right then”
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Lucky
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All seven of us quickly piled into the car. “Everyone here?” yelled Blair, I didn’t know Blair very well, he was just a friend of a friend. He had quite a chubby face that had a scruffy fake orange beard around it and amazingly blue eyes. His hair was an extreme colour of green and he dressed in band shirts and jeans. I thought he was quite beautiful in an interesting sort of way. Somebody yelled back yes right in my ear and Blair put the car into gear and we went speeding off. I had no idea where we were heading, what would happen, who we’d meet.

We’d been driving for about ten minutes when I decided to hop into the front passenger seat in the car. I struggled over my friend Alice’s body, which was lying in a crazy position on the floor of the vehicle. I gave her beautiful skeletal body a tap with my foot. “Alice, Are you alright down there?” She let out a moan and then sat up. “I think I’m going to puke” I looked at Blair who was looking back at her. “For fucks sakes. I knew it was a bad idea bringing her with us.” He said as he slowed down to the side of the road. She moved over to the sliding door on the car and quickly slid it open. She puked everywhere. I quickly dived down beside her; giving my knees carpet burn on my way down, and held back her black waves of hair. She looked horrible. I was handed a bottle of water. I gave Alice the cool bottle of water then tied her hair back and sat her in the seat of the car. I then climbed back into the front passenger seat and we set off again.

An hour had past since we had all piled into the car. It was about 11:24pm on a Saturday. We were driving fast to another city, another city far away from this hole we had all grown up in. We all wanted something more out of life, something bigger, something better. We had no idea where to go once we got to this city, but we knew we’d find somewhere better than where we’d come from. The whole trip so far had been silent, apart from Cindy sleep talking. Cindy was my brother’s ex girlfriend. He died last year in a plane accident. I’d much rather not go into that now though. The past few months had been hard for us two. He was our best friend, he was always there for us, then he was just taken from us, just like that…

Blair broke the silence. “So Lucky, what do you think we should do when we get to the city?” He asked me. Lucky was my name, I never liked it much, I was more unlucky then lucky, I found. “I don’t know. Find somewhere to stay?” I replied. “Sounds fucking good!” Blair replied. We drove on and on for hours and hours until we finally reached the city, by this time it was 2:08am.

We came across a motor in where we all checked in. Blair paid for three rooms. Blair and Cindy shared one of the two person rooms, Alice and myself shared the other, while our other three friends, Clarissa, James and Chris had the three-person room.
We all went our separate ways. I put Alice to bed then fell straight to sleep.









Chapter 1

“Alice, are you awake?” “Yeah, I am, only just” “Are you alright? You were horribly hung over yesterday” “Yeah, I’m feeling much better. Could you get me a glass of water please Lucky?” “Yeah sure” I slipped out of bed and over to the cupboard. I filled the glass. I watched as the water trickled out of the side of the cup and on to my hand. The bitter chill tingled through my body. As I entered back into the sleeping area Alice was sitting up rubbing her eyes. Her pale white body looked more fragile than usual. She looked like how we imagine a ghost looks like, except more real. Her body shivered. Her teeth and bones crackled as the banged together. She looked at me with her big ocean blue eyes. “Lucky, I think I’m seriously ill” She said with tears in her eyes. I quickly ran over to her and slammed the glass of water on the bedside table. Water flew out of the glass and splattered onto my arm. “Alice, what do you want me to do?” “I I I don’t know” She stuttered, shivering more violently now. “I’m calling the ambulance” I quickly grabbed the phone. “No” Alice shrieked and slammed my hand down onto the table. “I am fine Lucky, just give me some time and I’ll come right, its just alcohol poisoning” I backed away from her and let her be.

I went and coamed my long straight red hair and got changed into my black and white striped dress. As I pulled on my tights there was a knock at the door. It was Cindy. “Hey, how’re you?” She asked as I lead her into the room.
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Karma and Jenny
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I remember the day I meet my best friend as if it was yesterday. How awkward I was and how talkative and out going she was…

“Hello there! How’re you? Oh sorry how rude of me! I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Karma. You are?” “Haha um hi. Im Jenny, Im good thank you. Yourself?” “Nice to meet you Jenny! I am very good thank you.” “That’s good to hear, nice to meet you to Karma.”

I remember looking into her pale brown eyes as she told me about how much she loves Mozart’s work and how much she adored him. Her long blonde hair was bellowing in the wind and her greyish blue dress fluttered around her legs revealing her pale white legs to the wind and rain that was begging to hit us.
“Shall we go into the corridor seeing that its starting to rain?” “Pfft! A little bit of rain isn’t going to hurt us!” “True” I said as I saw a green drop of water drip off my head past my eyes, a down to my bright red shoes. “Did I just see a drip of green come off you? Jesus we better go inside then or else this rain might ruin your awesome hair!”
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Marilyn
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I don’ know what time it is, I don’t know what pills I took, but I do know that I really don’t want to move.
I don’t really know what’s happened in the last few hours, the phone has rung once and the radio has played War Pigs by Black Sabbath twice, that’s about as much as my general knowledge knows of this world right now.
My insides hurt, it hurts to move, I roll over on the filthy empty pill canister covered floor of the dark little attic, pain strikes me like a thousand people kicking me in every little place on my body. Why did I do this?
The phone starts ringing again. The high pitched wail of every little tone it makes squeal in my ears like a young child who’s just fallen over and hurt themselves.
I tilt my head to a side, I begin to stare at the cream plastic contraption as it screams and wails, trying to answer it with my non-exsistant mind powers. The last of wails bounce off the bookcase lined walls. Now all that is left is the sound of the radio man and my thoughts.

An hour or two more pass by, the pain has started to fade. I feel numb. Everything around me is starting to fade. Noise becomes quieter and quieter by the second, the pains I had are nothing but a distant memory now. Numb is all I am. Is this death finally coming to take me away from this dark and horrible life?
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Skye
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Intro

I watch as he slowly pulls a knife out of the kitchen draw, he stops for a second, longingly gazing at the door, he then turns to me and says
“Do you know what’s about to happen?”
I shake my head from side to side, in confusion
“Any second now they’re going to come crashing through that door and try to kill us.”
“W-w-what? Who?”
I stuttered as I clambered up as fast as a rocket onto my feet.
“The people I ripped off Skye.”
It was dead silent for a bit, then I snapped,
“Oh for fucks sakes Paul, Why couldn’t of you just given them what they wanted? You damn well knew they were apart of a gang. Jesus Christ, we need to get out of here now Paul.”
“I don’t think we can, they’re probably out there waiting.”
“What the fuck are we going to do then?”
“We’re going to have to fight them.”
“What!? No we’re not!”
“We’ll have more of a chance of dying if we don’t.”
I paced up and down the room for a bit then stormed over to the bench and grabbed a cigarette out of the packet lying there, and then lit it. I paced around some more in anger then threw my but to the floor and stomped it
“Ugh for fucks sakes, I’m going to go sit on the roof for some fresh air.”
I stormed over to the window and heaved it open.
“Skye I don’t think that’s a …”
Paul stuttered, a gunshot finished the end of his sentence. I felt a bullet wiz past the left side of my head, I collapse to the floor in shock, I felt Paul run over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his long brown hair brushing against my skin.
“Its okay, I won’t let them hurt you.”
His voice whispered gently in my ear. Sobbing I quickly grabbed his pale white hand with mine.
“What are we going to do?”
He looked at me with his bright blue eyes and said
“I think I have an idea”
He walked quickly over to the phone and started dialling a number.
“You’re not ringing the cops are you?! If you did, they’d take you away!”
“Skye, calm down please, I’m not calling the cops, that’d be silly.”
He continued to dial a number.
“Hey its Paul, is Emily there? Alright then”
He was silent for a moment then he began to talk again.
“Hey Emily, its Paul, I need you to do something for me. There’s a bunch of people coming to kill me because I ripped them off. Alright, thank you.”
He hung up.
“What’s Emily going to do?” I asked,
“You’ll see darling.”
I flicked my long blond hair out of my face then wiped the tears from my dark brown eyes. I clambered to my feet then walked over to Paul, he was lighting a cigarette I wrapped my arms around his waste
“I love you so much you know”
“I know you do, I love you too, more than I have ever loved anyone else in this world”
He then turned around and kissed me on the lips. Little did he know under all these baggie cloths I was 5 and a half months pregnant.








Chapter One

“What!? Skye you have to be kidding me!”
“Shannon, I’m not. I like him an awful lot. I don’t care if he’s a dealer, he’s just doing it to get more money for the band. We need recording equipment and some more instruments”
“Skye, He’s so fucking stupid. Why couldn’t of he gotten a normal job? It’d be so much better”
“ Shannon, normal jobs pay shit all compared to dealing… Well at least what he’s dealing. Look. I don’t care what his fucking job is as long as he can get money for the band and to support himself”
“Ugh, Whatever Skye. You go for him if you must, but trust me, you’ll wish you had listened to me one day”
“ Shannon could you fucking please put the whole fucking dealing thing to a side? He’s such a lovely, amazing person once you get to know him”
“Skye, No”
I watched as Shannon flicked away her cigarette and stormed off. I felt slightly empty after that.

I walked back into my sleep out where a bunch of us had been drinking and having a good time.
“Where’s Shannon?” Everybody asked as I entered the room.
“She got stroppy with me and stormed off somewhere, I don’t know where and if she’ll be back”
They all shrugged it off and went back to talking.

I went and sat on the couch beside Paul he put his arm around and kissed me on the cheek, I melted and kissed him back on his soft pink lips. We were all just sitting around chatting and laughing, the atmosphere was great! All of a sudden the music stoped and all the lights flickered off.
“Oh fucker, a power cut!” Timmy yelled.
“Ah, I think I might go now guys, I’ve got work in seven hours” Freddie announced. “You going to come back with me Paul?”
“Nah man, I think I might stay here”
“Alright, what about you Timmy?” it was silent for a second
“Yeah might as well, can’t be bothered walking or calling a taxi”
“Well I guess I’ll see you lot later”
“See you guys later!” I said and I ran up to them and hugged them both goodbye.

There was four of us left, plus one, my flat mate Thomas, who’d fallen asleep on the couch.
“I wonder when the power will be back?”
“God only knows, I might start walking home now, it’s getting a bit late and it looks like a storm might be coming in” Was my reply from Hannah.
“Yeah we really should be going, or we could just sleep in Thomas’s bed. I don’t think he’ll be seeing it tonight!” George said jokingly.
“Ah why don’t you! I don’t think Thomas will mind!” Paul said.
“Yeah, I think staying here will probably be a better option for you, it looks like its spitting out there” “Yeah I think you’re right, Skye” George said squinting out the window with his aqua blue eyes. “What do you think Darling?” George said lovingly to Hannah. Hannah flicked her short curly purple fringe to a side and said “I think we should stay George, I honestly can not be bothered walking home, I’m cold and tired and if its going to rain there is no way I’d want to walk through it” “Fair enough Hun, shall we go to bed then?” “Yeah sure” “Uh, I think I’ll go check out his room first guys, just to be safe” I said to them tripping over a couple of beer bottles someone had left on the floor.

I grabbed my torch from under the bench and walked through to Thomas’s room. When I entered I automatically walked into his amp, I moved away from the doorway and continued on into the depths of his room. I walked over to his bed and checked out the bed sheets, nothing funny amongst them, I moved onto his beside tables where I found the disgusting stuff, a used condom and some woman’s underpants I quickly picked up the condom and threw it in his rubbish bin, I then grabbed the undies and threw them in his draws. I had a last little look around then went back into the lounge. “Its safe-ish now!” I announced as I entered the room. As I shut the door behind me the lights flickered back on. “Yay! Light!” Hannah said. “Ah bed time I think” George said walking towards Thomas’s bedroom. “Ah yeah, sounds good” I watched as Hannah and George left the room to go to sleep, or maybe something else!
“Hmmmm I’m quite hungry, I might make some food, would you like anything?” I asked Paul “No, no I’m fine, I might just uh go get ready for bed” “Alright then, I’ll be in there in a few minutes”

I watched as he walked through my bedroom doorframe, his head just brushed the top of it. I never realised how tall he actually was until that point in time, he was like a giant compared to me. I wasn’t very short, nor very tall, I was just in the middle at 5’7.

I turned to my small kitchen area to go make some food. One look at my bench and I knew I had to clean it. It was covered in cups and bottles from people mixing drinks. I started to clean up, as I was doing so the door came smashing open and Shannon came stumbling in with a nearly empty bottle of Vodka in her hands. “Skye, I’m sorry. I love you so much” She cried as she stumbled to the floor. I put down the glass I was cleaning and went and shut the door. Shannon was soaking wet from head to toe and her tights were ripped to bits. “Shannon, what did you do?” I asked her in an unasuring tone. “I, ssssss, don’t know. I” She spluttered. “Erm alright then honey, look you pop yourself up on the couch there and I’ll go grab you some clean dry cloths”

I ran into my bedroom to find Paul digging through his bag franticly and swearing like anything. “What’s wrong?” I asked his wearily. “I can’t find the fucking…” He quickly stopped and thought for a second “I can’t find… I can’t” “What can’t you fucking find?” I quickly snapped at him. “I can’t find the coke I am meant to be dealing in the morning” He said in disappointment. “Fuck, Let me look” I dived down onto all fours and started digging through his bag. Nothing, not a single speck of drug matter to be found in his bag. “Nothing” I said disappointingly, out of the corner of my eye I saw something sticking out from under his jersey, which was flung across the floor. I quickly raced over to it and swooped up what was under it. “Is this what you were looking for?” “Yes! Yes it is! Thank you so much Skye” He said as he wrapped his arms around me. As we stood there hugging I herd a loud thud come from in the lounge. “Oh shit” I said and I raced over to my draws.

I returned to the lounge to find Shannon placed on the floor beside the couch drinking the rest of her vodka out of the bottle “Oh Shannon, no you don’t need it” I said as I raced over to her with my pile of cloths I dumped them on the couch then took the bottle off her. I looked at her; she had a scratch on her face. I slowly pulled off her soaking wet cardigan and popped it in a heap on the floor, I slowly did this with the rest of her clothing then put my oversized Slowdive tee shirt and some old green pyjama pants I then scooped up the wet cloths and threw them in the washing basket outside my door. I then went and got her a blanket out of the cupboard then threw it on top of her cold body.

Returning to my bedroom I slowly opened my door and peered through into my room. Paul was sitting there reading a book; I slowly entered then shut the door behind me. He looked up and smiled. “How was the food?” “Oh, I didn’t get any” “What were you doing out there then?” “Oh Shannon returned, I was dressing her into some dry cloths, I’m too tired to eat now” “Oh, alright then” He said putting his book down.

I climbed into my bed beside him. He put his arms around me then began to kiss me, I started to kiss him back we carried on like this for god only knows how long then things started to get a bit closer.






































Chapter Two


“Freddie, stop. Your beat keeps getting faster than it actually goes” “Ah fuck, really Timmy? Fuck man, what do you guys think?” “I think it is getting to fast to be honest Freddie. Also it’s getting a bit loud and drowning out bit of my bass!” “Okay whatever I call for a break” Freddie declared after Timmy and I told him he was fucking up. I put down my light blue bass and walked over to Timmy. “Man we need to do something about Freddie eh!? He keeps drowning you out!” “Hah, I know, oh well, its only this one song, nothing to much” “True I suppose, but still Skye!! We need to be perfect!” “Oh Timmy, you’re such a perfectionist! Get over it!” I said jokingly as I walked over to Paul who was fiddling around with his guitar.

I sat down on the table beside him. He looked up at me and smiled. I smiled back, I watched as he messed around with the tuning of his guitar, I don’t know why but I was highly entertained by this for awhile, then there was a knock at the door. “I’ll get it!” I said cheerily as I hoped to my feet. I skipped merrily over to the door and swung it open. There was my flat mate Thomas standing there with his swooping black emo hair starring right at me with his piercing green eyes. “Hello Thomas!” I said very enthusiastically as he entered the room. He seamed a bit heavy as he entered the room. I slammed the door shut behind him then went and stood next to him. “What’s wrong?” I asked cautiously as he stood there burning a hole in the wall. “My girlfriend broke up with me,” He moaned. I quickly flung my arms around him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Cheer up buddy, you’ll find someone else better than her” I said to him slightly doubtfully. “Skye, I won’t. She’s the first girlfriend I’ve had in god only knows how many years, two I think” “Oh Tom, stop that. My friend told me she thinks you’re adorable” “Who?” He asked quite promptly “Lauren” I replied slowly. He slumped down in a chair and giggled. “Lauren. Lauren off all people! Haha! Never saw that one coming!!” he laughed. I left him to laugh and went back over to Paul who was still tuning his guitar.

“Wanna go out for lunch?” I asked him rather flirtingly. “Sure” was his rather unenthusiastic reply. “Okay then, where?” “Uh, I don’t know, you can choose” “Uh okay, I’ll think of somewhere, you let me know when you’re ready to leave” “Uh yep, I’m ready now” He said placing his guitar up against the table. We said goodbye to the others then went out to my car. “I still don’t know where to go” I said as I buckled my seat belt. “Hmmmmm, well don’t ask me, I don’t know anywhere decent” “Hmm alright, lets just go somewhere in town so I can go pick up that book I wanted from the library on David Bowie” “Alright, fair enough” We sat there in silence with the motor running for about five minutes, I then backed the car out the drive way and out onto the street. I drove down towards the main road as I did so I felt his hand slip on top of mine. I looked down at his hand and smiled. We carried on driving in silence until we got to town.

“Fuck, no don’t park here” Paul quickly said. “Why?” “See that guy there,” he said pointing at some gangster looking guy with a red bandana hanging out his back pocket. “I ripped him off, charged him $200 when it was only $100 worth” “Haha, fuck man, not the smartest idea, oh well he doesn’t look very bright” I said jokingly as we drove off down the road. I found another park and we happily parked up the car there. “Happy?” I asked as I locked the door. “As long as I’m with you babe” I giggled with happiness from what he said, I still didn’t get why we weren’t dating yet, especially after the other night at mine. To scared to ask maybe? That’s what I thought. He quickly grabbed my hand and we walked off down the road, hand in hand, I felt extremely happy, happier than usual. Today was going to be an amazing day, I could tell.

We walked into a café; it was dead busy. We ordered our food then went and sat at a table right in a dark little corner of the room. “What’s the time?” Paul asked. “About 2:30pm, why?” “I have a deal at four” Oh, alright” I said in a slightly disappointed tone. “Don’t worry love, it’ll only take me about 15 minutes at the most, you can come with me if you’d like” “Hmmm, maybe. I’ll think about it,” I said as I watched the waitress bring over the food. “One blueberry muffin and a chicken sandwich” The lady said as she placed it on the table. “Your drinks should be over in a second” She said quickly as she hurried off. I watched as Paul took a bite of his sandwich, he was quite a piggy eater, but it didn’t bother me. Our drinks came along; I grabbed my iced tea straight away as I was quite parched. We finished up our food then left the café. We wandered around the city with all its tall buildings for a good hour or so. I got my book from the library then we went and sat by the river.

“What’s the time?” Paul asked. “3:25pm” I replied. I looked up at the sky, it looked dark and gloomy surrounded by all these lifeless buildings. I saw a speck of rain falling from the sky. It landed in Paul’s lap. “Oh no, looks like its about to rain” Paul said sounding slightly annoyed. “A little rain never hurts anyone,” I said as I looked up and saw more and more raindrops coming. “Shall we move?” I asked as I stood up. “Most defiantly” was Paul’s reply as he stumbled around as he stood up. We walked down the riverbank and past a homeless man begging for money. I felt sorry for the guy and gave him five dollars; deep down inside though I knew he was probably there by choice. We walked all the way to the city centre in silence. “What’s the time?” Paul asked me for which seamed the millionth time today. “3:57pm” “Shit, uhm, fuck we need to start heading towards, uhm, fuck, the, uhm….” “The what Paul?” I said quite confused. “Fuck, I forgot the place I meant to be meeting her” “Oh for Christs sake Paul, that’s smart. Can’t you text her or something?” “I don’t have her number, she has mine but I doubt she’ll ring or text me” All of a sudden his phone started ringing. “Hello” He said quite franticly. “Ah, yep. Okay no, sure. Tomorrow at 1pm? Okay sweet, where about? Okay yep no there should be fine, see you then” He hung up. That was her, she can’t make it today, thank god.” “Where are you going to be meeting here tomorrow then?” I asked. “She said in the car park under the bridge on Moorehouse” “That’s an interesting place… quite busy don’t you think?” “Yeah, but it should be alright” He said curiously.

We left the city then went back to my house. As I turned up my drive I found Shannon sitting out the front with a blanket wrapped around her, a bowl and a cigarette. “You alright Shannon?” I asked as I walked over to the front door. “Just a bit hung over” She replied rather shakily. I went inside and started to clean up the mess in the lounge. After about 10 minutes majority of the mess was gone, the lounge room only needed a tiny bit of vacuuming. I got myself a glass of juice then went and sat on the couch between Paul and Shannon, they were watching some gaming show on the television, I wasn’t very interested. “Should I go get a movie out?” I suggested quite suddenly. Shannon nodded and Paul was far to fixed on the television to even hear that I had spoken. “Paul!!” I said loudly in his year. “Yeah” he mumbled “Should I go get a movie out from the store?” “Uh, yeah I suppose so” he said taking his eyes of the television. “Alright then, what movie?” “I don’t mind, a comedy maybe” Shannon said “Yeah a comedy would be good” Paul agreed. “Alright then, I’ll go get one, anything else you guys want while I’m out?” Nobody answered so I left the house silently. As I started backing out the driveway Paul came running out then jumped into the passenger seat. No words were passed as I continued to drive. We got to the movie store and I selected a couple of movies. We then left and that’s when Paul asked. “ Skye, it’s probably the most stupid time to be doing this, but, I was wondering, will you go out with me?” I slammed on the breaks and skidded over to the side of the road. I leant over and wrapped my arms around him, I hadn’t been this happy in ages. “Yes” I shrieked in happiness. I felt tears come out of my eyes. I looked him in the eyes then kissed him passionately on the lips. We sat there holding each other for about five minutes then we decided we should probably get going.

We got home and made some dinner, the three of us appeared quite mopey but deep down inside I was happier than ever. After dinner we watched the first DVD then half way through the second DVD there was another power cut. “Oh for Christ sakes, what’s up with the power around here lately?” I questioned as I stood up to go find the torch. As I found the torch the power went back on. We went back to watching the DVD then Thomas came home. He was soaking wet from head to toe, he looked quite unhappy, so I got up and followed him into his room.

“Thomas, are you alright m’doll?” I asked him as he sat down on the edge of his bed. “No” he said quite boisterously as he pulled off his wet shoes. I walked over to his draws and grabbed him some dry clothing. “Here” I said as I placed them beside him on his bed. “Thanks” he said. I left the room and went back to the lounge, it was close to the end of the movie so I watched the last of it then put it back in its case. “Is it alright if I sleep here again tonight?” Shannon asked me as I was doing this. “Sure, anytime you need somewhere to stay, that couch is yours” I said to her as I moved the DVD’s on to he table by the door. I locked up the house then went to my room. Paul was already in there reading the same book he had been reading the night before. “I’m so happy at the moment” I boasted to him as I sat down on the side of my bed. “Me too” he replied. “I’m so worried about Thomas, I’m gona go check on him” “Alright, come back soon baby” He said as I left the room.

I walked into Thomas’s room; it stunk of marijuana he was sitting in the corner of his room with a bong smoking away “Haha, uhm you alright man?” I asked as I walked over to the corner of the room. “I’m sweet now. The bitch is in flames” he said pointing to the wire he had hanging across his window. I looked over and there was a picture of her burning. “Jesus Christ man! Be careful with shit like that, I don’t want my house burning down, mum would kill me,” “Whatever” he said. I grabbed a glass of water and threw it over the now smouldering picture. I then left him to it and went back to my room.

“How is he?” Paul asked. “Stoned” I said as I slumped down onto the side of my bed. I got changed the slid into bed beside Paul. He wrapped his pale white arms around me and we sat there cuddling and kissing for awhile, I looked into his bright blue eyes and said to him “I love you” I then gave him a final kiss goodnight and flicked off the light.
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I watch as he slowly pulls a knife out of the kitchen draw, he stops for a second, longingly gazing at the door, he then turns to me and says “Do you know what’s about to happen?”
I shake my head from side to side, confused about what he was on about.
“Any second now they’re going to come crashing through that door and try to kill us.” “W-w-what? Who?” I stuttered as I clambered up as fast as a rocket onto my feet. “The people I ripped off Skye.”
I feel the anger build up inside me, then I explode.
“Oh for fucks sakes Paul. Why couldn’t of you just given them what they wanted? You damn well knew they were apart of a gang. Jesus Christ, we need to get out of here now Paul.”
“I don’t think we can, they’re probably out there waiting.”
“What the fuck are we going to do then?”
“We’re going to have to fight them.”
“What!!? No we’re not!”
“We’ll have more of a chance of dying if we don’t.”
“Ugh for fucks sakes, I’m going to go sit on the roof for some fresh air.” I stormed over to the window and heaved it open.
“Skye I don’t think that’s a …” Paul stuttered, a gunshot finished the end of his sentence. I felt a bullet wiz past the left side of my head, I collapse to the floor in shock, I felt Paul run over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his long brown hair brushing against my skin.
“Its okay, I won’t let them hurt you.” His voice whispered gently in my ear.
Sobbing I quickly grabbed his pale white hand with mine.
“What are we going to do?” he looked at me with his bright blue eyes and said “I think I have an idea” he walked quickly over to the phone and started dialling a number. “You’re not ringing the cops are you?! If you did, they’d take you away!” “Skye, calm down please, I’m not calling the cops, that’d be silly.” He continued to dial a number. “Hey its Paul, is Emily there?” “Alright then” He was silent for a moment then he began to talk again. “ Hey Emily, its Paul, I need you to do something for me. There’s a bunch of people coming to kill me because I ripped them off. Alright, thank you.” He hung up. “What’s Emily going to do?” I asked, “You’ll see darling.” I flicked my long blond hair out of my face then wiped the tears from my dark brown eyes. I clambered to my feet then walked over to Paul, he was lighting a cigarette I wrapped my arms around his waste “I love you so much you know” “I know you do, I love you too, more than I have ever loved anyone else ever in this world” He then turned around and kissed me on the lips. Little did he know under all these baggie cloths I was 8 and a half months pregnant, I was due any moment.

“Paul”
“Yes, sweet”
“There’s something I have to tell you” I pause for awhile, too scared to open my mouth,
“I am pregnant” I lift up my tee shirt to expose my tiny pregnant belly, I was happy it wasn’t huge like most woman seam to be.
Paul’s face looks confused.
“Is it mine?” He asks in a scared tone.
“Yes, it has to be, you are the only person I have slept with in the last year or so”
His beautiful face lights up, his soft pink lips curve into a small smile.
“How far along are you?”
“Any day now”
“Boy or girl?”
“I didn’t want to know”
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“I was to scared to, I didn’t know what to do. I only told Shannon and my mother”
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Intro


As she lies motionlessly on her bed curled up in a ball, all she could think of was him. What had happened that day she though would never happen. It was a dream comes true.

All of a sudden there’s a loud bang that filled up the whole entire house. She shot up as quick as a bullet and ran into the hallway where she found her brother lying with blood pouring out the side of his head. She knew this would happen sometime soon. She collapsed to her knees & checked for a heartbeat. There was nothing. She calmly stood up & called the cops then went back to lying motionlessly on her bed.

Chapter 1.
“Clarissa, Why the fuck didn’t you call me about this?”
Her mother screamed right in her ear.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Clarissa said in a calm voice.
“What do you mean not know what I am talking about. You called the cops telling them that your brother was lying dead in the hallway, yet I don’t find out till I get home from work, That’s my son Clarissa, Fuck, Well, You’re alright so at least I still have someone.” She wrapped her arms around Clarissa, Clarissa just laid there like nothing had happened.
“Clarissa, I know this is hard for you, but please please tell me if there is anything wrong or you need someone to talk to or something, please love.” Clarissa didn’t move a mussle or say a word.
“Clarissa? Clarissa? Are you going to talk to me or not?”
“No, go away.” Clarissa said in a grumpy tone. Her mother ran out of the room in tears to leave Clarissa alone.

Clarissa got up off her bed and walked over to her phone. She dialled in some numbers and waited for an answer.
“Hello” A woman’s voice said on the other end of the phone.
“Hello Mrs. Sawyer, Its Clarissa here. May I please speak to Tom?”
“Oh of corse dear! One second I’ll go grab him for you” Clarissa waited patiently. A minute went past.
“Clarissa! Are you alright darling?”
“Yeah I’m alright Hun.”
“That’s good that’s good is there any real reason you’re calling or did you just want to hear my voice again?”
“Yeah that & I was wondering if I could come stay at your’s tonight, something really epic has happened here”
“Wh wh what’s happened doll?”
“Can I tell you when I get there? I don’t feel comfortable telling you over the phone”
“Sure darling sure, come here right now, I’ll meet you half way. I love you”
“I love you too Tom” & She hung up.


Chapter 2.
The air outside was bitterly cold against Clarissa’s anaemic white skin. She shuddered & chattered her way down the road in her grey cardigan & black dress. She turned down an ally way that no one ever seamed to walk down except her & Tom. Her dark long brown hair made a creepy shadow along the concrete. A cat came running straight at her. Clarissa fell backwards into an old rotten cupboard with a few nails sticking out of it. One of the nails went straight through her hand. She screamed in pain, just as this happened Tom came running around the corner.
“Shit, Ahh fuck.” He said when he saw the nail through her hand. He pulled it out & wrapped a bit of fabric that her ripped of his top around her hand. Clarissa smiled at him as the tears came pouring down her face.
“Lets get you to the doctor before that gets infected” He said & he grabbed her good hand and ran down the road towards the doctors.

They arrived at the doctors to find there was a huge big line & they’d have to wait an hour before they’d be able to see anyone. Tom demanded that someone would look at her hand right away but no one would listen to him. He turned to Clarissa & said
“Its alright sweetie, I’ll make sure some one looks at that hand sooner then later” then he kissed her on the forehead & said
“Wait here, I won’t be long I promise.” & he ran off out into the back of the doctors.

Clarissa sat there with her hand bleeding away looking around the doctor’s waiting room. People were steering at her hand eyes wide open as if they hadn’t seen anything like it ever. Most of these people just had a mild cough or a slight case of the sniffles. They didn’t need that much medical attention as her. That’s the point where she realised most people don’t give a shit about you, they only care about there self’s at the end of the day. Tom came running up to Clarissa grabbed her hand and said
“Hurry, I got someone for you” & rushed her out to the back of the doctors.
There was a talk dark skinned woman standing there waiting for Tom to come back with Clarissa. The lady goes
“ Hi there you must be Clarissa, I’m doctor Jessica Ford.”
“Hi doctor Ford” Clarissa said.
Doctor Ford Immediately grabbed Clarissa’s hand and UN wrapped the piece of fabric from around it.
“I’ve been told by Tom here that you fell over & landed on a nail is that so!” Clarissa made an uncomfortable grumble & the doctor carried on. “This is one nasty wound you have her. Your lucky it missed your veins.” Clarissa let off another grumble & asked if she could just fix it right now.
Doctor Ford work as fast as she could & with in a few minutes she was finished.
“Come back tomorrow at 5:15pm & I’ll have a check up on it alright” Clarissa nodded & left the doctors place.
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